Mother to Boys.



♥Stop Crying.... Pleassssse!
posted on Monday, February 19, 2007.

For some reason tonight Vincent wouldn't stop crying. i thought it was because he was really tired.... and he was, but every time i put him in bed he would cry and cry, until i just felt horrible and went and got him out. This is not normal for him, in fact we never have a problem with putting him to bed. Since he has been three months old he has slept in his crib and all we do is just lay him in his bed and he goes to sleep on his own... no crying or anything. In fact i think he loves his crib. BUT for some reason tonight he just didn't want to sleep ... but i could tell he was tired. I don't consider myself a pushover mom, i mean i know the difference in whining and actual 'i need you mom crying' and this was 'i need you mom crying' ... So finally i just brought him in our room and layed down with him and he didn't cry at all, he fell asleep. Now what was up with that? He never does this. Ever. And actually [[and i know I'm probably going to kick myself in the ass for saying this]] i kinda liked it.... ya, you heard me right i think i liked it. It made me feel wanted.














On another note, Vincent and i really need some friends. I mean mom friends... with babies or a baby the same age as Vincent. I feel so lonely. And there isn't much to do around here anyway, so we just stay home by ourselves... I'd like a mom friend to go places with and stuff, to hang out with and bitch about our babies together. Its ruff being a mommy.




** i think i want to teach Vincent that baby sign language. i dunno?




// x0x0- callmealunatic @ 2:14 AM.