The Daddy went out of town on Tuesday morning, little did i know by the time he left i would be sick sick sick. Oh yeah, did i mention i would be sick! I never ever get sick actually- and the one time The Daddy is scheduled to go out of town it would only be right if i chose to get sick right, perfect timing huh. No. I was stuck here all by myself with A toddler who doesn't really grasp the concept that mommy is sick. Most of the day i lay on the couch giving small requests and patient orders like 'please Vincent don't turn the TV off and on any more 100,000 times is enough you are going to blow it up and then The Daddy will be mad he cant watch CSI reruns.' or 'Vincent come here and give mommy a massage, puh- lease my back hurts so bad can you just rub it a little bit, may be for a second... i'll give you a dollar?' . We took bathes, about 5 to be exact because nothing is better than a steaming hot bath when you don't feel good. I promised Vincent tomorrow would be better before i put him to bed. I mean i did promise him that when The Daddy left we would have a party with lots of pretty girls all of which told me they wanted to pillow fight with him , but then i had to get sick and ruin the fun plans.







Today we ran some errands, and went to the park and had a picnic and then we went to Walmart and bought a toy ( a Magna Doodle) and another set of pajamas (we are pajama lovas). It was fun, but the truth is i miss my idiot (The Daddy). It was so weird going to bed without him last night i kept waking up at random times. I feel so lost, like i don't know what to do. I know i should be doing laundry right now or the dishes or cleaning up the bazillion toys all over the living room floor, but for some reason i cant. I feel as if i am waiting for something. Waiting for The Daddy to get home, so things will be back to normal. This is honestly the first time we have been away from each other since the first month we started dating. I guess you don't realize how much a person plays in your life until you spend a little time away from them. He is my partner. Things arnt right with out him. I kinda feel like I'm walking in circles not sure what to do, confused feeling. I'm glad i have The Boy to keep me company, and he is great company to have. We watched Elmo's World-- twice, yeah that's right you heard me twice while snuggling on the couch with our backyardigans pillow and our Elmo blanket, then we shared some Ramon noddles as i continued a lesson from yesterday on how to drink from a big boy cup.

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