Mother to Boys.



♥32
posted on Thursday, July 23, 2009.

Today makes for 32wks even, which means less than 7wks left before Daxton makes is way into our lives.

paranoid, my history of preterm labor
next week will be 33wks which is the same week that i previously went into labor. I'm so nervous, stressed and paranoid. Lastnight i was having a dull cramp and debated for about an hour whether i should go to the hospital or not. I don't want to be over reacting but at the same time i don't want to make a mistake, its really stressful because I'm so afraid of going into labor again too early. I feel like maybe the first time i must have missed some kind of signs that told me labor was soon, so this time everything is a sign to me. Every cramp i feel sends me into mindless thought of what it could be from. I called my mom lastnight and we decided i should take a long bath and drink a bottle of water and see if that would help and if not we would go to the hospital and it actually helped so i decided to just stay home. I just want the next two weeks to fly by, if i can make it past 33wks ill feel a little less stressed.

// x0x0- callmealunatic @ 10:45 AM.