I'm 33wks today and I'm way tired
i can actually say i am done getting the things i need for Daxton. I have been racking my brain trying to think of things i may have forgot and i haven't forgotten anything, I have all i need. What a relief. I spent the last month somehow managing to collect the things i need and all i really spent was maybe three hundred dollars if that. I can honestly say i am pretty damn proud of myself! i did it and with the help of a few family members and friends and then my finding things at great prices and not buying the things i don't need... i am done. so this part is for you...

-If you have helped me in anyway what so ever to prepare for Daxton i owe you a HUGE thank you and it couldn't be anymore sincere. THANK YOU! Thank You!

i spent the whole day getting the rest of my things, including two more nursing bras. These two are not the same as the first one i bought, but they are equally as nice. they fit great and look great. I'm so excited that i actually found nursing bras i like and wont mind wearing. i also went to Target today to get a few things and while i was there bought this way cute blanket that has porcupines on it, i cant wait to use it. I bought a body pillow to help me sleep for the next few weeks, the past few mornings i haven't been able to sleep because i keep rolling all my weight onto my stomach or ill roll onto my back and both of them cause me to start having contractions. I also got the pillow to help me with the midnight feedings once Daxton gets here.

but speaking of contractions
i don't know how much longer Daxton will stay in me. I think he wants out. either that or my body is ready for him to be out. I have been having uncomfortable contractions since about the middle of last week, nothing makes them stop. The pill I'm taking eases them a little bit but it doesn't make them go away like it was doing for me before. which is fine, he can come out when he wants to once I'm past week 35. I want to be past week 35!

I'm wiser
so the first time i was pregnant i washed all of Vincents clothes like they tell you to do in all the baby magazines and in all the baby books. "wash all the baby's clothes before he/she gets here" .. yeah, not the case this time. i learned from the last time and I'm a wiser and a more experienced mom. I'm NOT washing all of Daxtons clothes. I did however wash a select few so that they're ready for when he comes home, but the rest will stay in the nice store packaging until i am ready to use them. That way if he out grows them before he actually gets to wear them i can exchange them for bigger sizes. Just like last time when Vincent had about thirteen hundred receiving blankets and i only used not even half of them... i don't have that many this time, its just a waste.