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♥Madness. Part 2
posted on Thursday, April 12, 2007.
If you haven't read the first Madness post, then read it here. So Vincent had his follow up at his own pediatrician this morning. She weighed him and he now weighs 21 pounds. My big boy. Then she wanted to check out his abscess. When she was felling it to see how it was doing, it started gushing puss. She then removed the packing that was in it lanced it again, cleaned it and then repacked it. It was really hard on Vincent, in fact he was crying so hard he was shaking and gasping. I feel so bad for him. I mean his thing looks like it really hurts. I have to go back again tomorrow and his doctor said if it isn't any better that he will have to be admitted in to the hospital .... Wait what? Admitted in to the hospital? Wow. How did this thing spring up practically over night and now turn things upside down? My baby might have to go back into the hospital. On the way back home, i looked back at Vincent in his car seat and he was just sitting there, literally in a daze. I started to cry. For the craziest reason i have this overwhelming feeling that this is all my fault. But it isn't. Both the doctors said i had nothing to do with it. It just happens...... Then why do i feel so damn guilty? Labels: abscess, doctors, guilty, hospital
// x0x0- callmealunatic
@ 3:11 PM.
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